Friday, February 19, 2010

ONE OF THOSE DAYS
Today was one of those days, when you sleep in a little too late and your mind is in a haze.
You barely make it out of the room so with feet dragging; you get to work and grab the broom.
The baby starts to fuss, rushing to feed you stub your toe, and your husband’s not surprised you cuss.
He gives you an endearing grin, as you begin to feed, seeming to say smile and lift your chin!
There are errands to run and places to be, but oh so little time and a babe tired and fussy.
Just as you get to your front door, you soon realize, you’ve everything but what you left for.
By now your darling hubby, sadly, has left for work, and you’re doing it all, holding the baby.

You have so much to do, but your little one doesn’t want to do anything, but be with you.
Dishes are piling in your sink, looking around you wonder, “What would my mother think?!”
The kitchen needs swept, while in the fridge, there’s old food your husband insists be kept.
You’ve tried to lay the baby down but she cries, so you have to pick her up and dance her around.
It is five o’clock and nothings been done, so you turn on Oprah and pop corn for soap re-runs.
Another amazing woman is on O and you can’t help but wonder, where in you, did she go?
Frustration is building inside, and dismayed by your lack of work today, you heavily sigh.

Your husband get’s home from a long day, and the house is a mess and your hair is array.
He gives you a gentle peck on your cheek and takes the baby, knowing it’s been a long day, or week.
Going to the messy kitchen to make dinner, you’re sad and discouraged, wishing you’d done better.
While dinner cooks you wash a few things, you pause and stare, upset at the tears your emotions bring.
Oh, Heavenly Father, you softly cry, without you here in my life, I don’t know how I’d get by!
After super you’re ready for bed, but there’s so much left to do, before you rest your head.
With the kitchen neat and tidy, baby and dad asleep, you gratefully slip into your nightie.

You pray once more to God above, sadness weighing you down, not thinking you’ve done enough.
A weight is sitting on your mind and heart; you didn’t fulfill your role, or do your part.
Finally you drift off to sleep and dread the day to come, knowing your chores are head deep.
Someone looks down upon you, and gently says, “My daughter, you’ve done all you should do”.
There was no time to sweep, but watching you love your daughter, caused the heavens to weep.
Over the toilet you had not toiled but holding her and calling her princess, reminded her she is royal.
Your to-do list seemed to you to mock, however her grins and giggles made you forget the clock.

A mother isn’t a maid, or servant woman, sure her duties to clean is plain.
However, your house is number two, for your unlike it, your children will always love you!
Heavenly Father looks down proudly, as he watches you fill your motherly role soundly.
So those days when your hair is greasy and frayed and your chores delayed,
All because your children wanted to play and be with you every second of the day,
Just bring out the toys and play with, love and cherish your little girls and boys.
And when they are all grown and away, you’ll look to heaven and say,
“Heavenly Father, I wish and pray that I could have, again, one of those days.”

By: LeAndra Lee




Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Family Love

Abigail is growing up so fast!!! She has such a cute and perky personality! She is sleeping through the night now and is a bundle of cute fun during the day.  I can’t decide who she looks more like, Jonathan or Me? Every day I spend with her I tell myself that I’ll do whatever it take to be a good mother. What is a good mother? A mother just isn’t the woman who gave birth to you.  Many mothers abandoned or bring hurt on their own children.  I know this from experience. But I have a mother, one who has taught me many great things.  She never carried me in her womb for months, never suffered the pains of labor for me, yet she’s suffered pains of the heart for me. Shari Lynn Johnson (my mother) has shown me true mother’s love.  Because of her I know how to love my daughter and how to raise her right.  Both my parents have taught me many things in life to prepare me for now.  I know at times when I was in high school I’d do things that through them for a loop, goodness even after high school I sent them reeling. But just because I made a few bad choices on my own doesn’t make them bad parents. Because I’m living a life and happiness and love and doing the right things and am faithful to myself, my husband, and my God it proves I was listening to their lectures.
I just want to shout out to everyone what a blessing they have been and are in my life.  I hope to be the mother my mom is to me for my little angel girl.  And I picked Jonathan as a husband because I know he’s the type of father mine was and is. I couldn’t have married a better man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He’s such a good daddy! Every night when he comes home, he give me a big hug and whether or not she’s sleeping he gives Abigail a peck on her forehead and says: Daddy’s Loves you!

Just the other day while playing with her Jon discovered that she likes to clap. He’ll take her little balled up fists and clap together, causing her to shrill and smile in delight.  

Just the other day we went to see my sister and her three adorable children! I haven't got all the pictures done yet, but here is one of little Eliza holding her "precious, gorgeous, darling" (in her own words) cousin.


We love our sweet little spirits! It feels like heaven everyday with them in our home!

Just gas? I don't think so... just happiness! <3

Blue Eyes... you have us wrapped around your finger!

My little man doing what he does best...being a stud

Our darling Abby... always has a smile on her face!